HAPPY YEAR of the RABBIT!!!

This reminds me that I have had so many rabbits as pets in my life. Over fifteen, at least. All have died gruesome, horrid deaths, and I was always the one to find them, at the age of four, five, or six.

I got buttercup for Easter (it was a tradition with my family for a while to get a pet rabbit on Easter, you could easily bet the one from the past year had already departed). We let our rabbits run loose in our backyard. Rarely did we put them in the hutch. The winter I got buttercup we decided to keep her in the hutch. I came out to check on her and she had frozen solid! I picked her up by her feet and she stood straight up in the air. Horrified, I ran the rabbit to my bedroom hoping she would thaw. After hours of seeing the dead rabbit frozen in place in the middle of my bedroom, and starting to smell, I believe I let out a “NOOOO!!!!!!!!!!” like the ones you see in dramatic movies during defeat. Mind you, I was only four or five, so this event dealt me the trauma card for years to come.

I got Petey one Easter. I named him Petey because he looked like the dog in Little Rascals, with the black spot over his eye. Anyway, this is a pretty short story. I demanded to my father that we kept Petey inside the house that Easter night because it was pretty chilly. My dad didn’t listen, put him outside on the deck in a wire cage. The next morning a gaping hole was in the top of the cage and Petey had been brutally devoured by raccoons. My dad felt horrible.

Ozzy was one of those very large rabbits, all fat and lardy. He was a flighty guy, didn’t appreciate a warm cuddle I could provide, so it was a rarity that I could actually touch the old rabbit. One beautiful spring day, I looked out my window and saw Ozzy lazily spread out in the grass. I thought this would be a perfect opportunity to give Ozz a good pet. When I reached the rabbit I found that his stomach and other innards had been shredded, probably again by those damn raccoons.

I think we stopped getting rabbits at this point.

Very small update.

I guess I just got a hankering for putting something on my ol’ blog!

What’s new with me? Well, I am living downtown now, which gives me plenty of things to do. I mostly stay at home though, and watch movies with my boyfriend. I got a dog. His name is Harvey and we’re in love.

I also got a tattoo:

I took the semester off of school, it was an amazing opportunity for me to take a deep breath, make money, and figure out how to live on my own. I am beginning to want to go back to school, even though I can’t figure out what I want to be there for. I have been loving being on my own, with my boyfriend. I feel like I’ve grabbed a hold of the reigns and am figuring out what makes me happy in life. So far none of these things could possibly make me money.

The things I love doing are:

  • hanging out with my boyfriend
  • watching movies
  • taking my dog for walks
  • looking at stuff on the internet
  • hanging out with my friends
  • eating amazing food
  • spending time with my parents and sisters
  • just relaxing!

What to do, what to do…

I love David.

I was wondering where it was going to go from there and then it disappeared into a new segment of conversation. It wasn’t until I was alone that the portrayal of the conversation would relapse over trivial, mechanical wanderings abruptly and merge into my senses.

Well, okay.

I don’t know why I quit this little page o’ mine. I just did. Maybe I thought I was taking things too seriously, with myself. But that’s probably not the reason. I am not the most habitual person. I’m very inconsistent if you will.

It’s been a year!

It’s been a year!

Modest Mouse in My House (I wish) (?)

Holy shit! I am going to see Modest Mouse with Nicole and Candace on September 1st! Now I can die happy. They are the one band I would love to see live. I am just hoping they will break into their ‘good music vault’ which includes nothing on their last latest album.

 ”PATHETIQUE”

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